Cause the day i thought i'd never get through, i got over you

HELLO PEOPLE

life is so awesome recently :D

i feel lucky like fuck

making money like crap.

money coming from left and right

bussiness weeeiiii x)

and i feel so strong now :DD

hehhehehe ;)

and i got over you btw (:

and fell for a better person <3

i'm suppose to be talking about you rite? so yeah

well, its so sweet of you to be there for me all the time.

and you bought me mountain dew today x)

that's so sweet okay. i'm talking about the drink :P

hahahaha jk. you more sweet (:

OMG i love talking to you everynight on the phone. we never run out of topic

all the while laughing hahaaha :)

well you laugh alot. but its cute (:

kk im out of words la, you're just so awesome la babe 

I really really do love you bubu <3

Loosing is a part of winning :)

Finally found my password :D

haha, so everything changed recently. 

alot of changes now.

i can see more clearly ! and think more properly la :D

and concentrate on what i want in life that now i don't have to tolerate liars.

wanna look at the biggest lie in the world? 

there look at this :)

btw, this is fitri okay. it's her but i gave her the name fitri so mom wont find out

those were typical lies, trust me :)

so yeah, i never felt any better knowing that i actually

made the right decision.

to whoever who i never listened to me when you warn me about her,

i'm really sorry. i was so blinded by love.

hope you guys understand. 

thanks anyways.

and i thank a few of these people cuz they were always there for me,

Khairil Fitri

Varsha Menon

Sukesh 

Maisarah Shaifuldin 

Lim Le Ann

Anantha Priya

Shoben 

and

Yvette

thanks to all of their support, i feel stronger :)

kk, thats it i guess. 

bye guys :D

fml.

hi, long time never blogg.

so yeah.

hey..

fml la. 

everywhere i go i got probs.

first was that bitch,

then my parents.

now god. 

CAN'T HE JUST MAKE A DAY LONGER THAT 24 HOURS?

HOW ABOUT 30 HOURS?!

eee.

i feel like replaced right now.

i dunno is it me, or you,

but i mostly think its my fault.

i'm like trying to like balance time with you and my fucking dad.

the best suggestion is if i dont sleep everynight and spend the night texting you.

yeah, maybe that will work.

i just want everything to be right back it used to be.

like last time everything was you,

but now... haih..

i just wish you'd understand the situation i'm in right now. 

and just stay strong.

:\

i guess that's it

bye.

whateva she does wrong, seems so right

hello 

i finally updated my blog

long time never been here,

but now i got back the laptop and all :D:D

soooo yeah.

anyways,

alot of shit and great things happen before this,

but screw those bad times.

okay.

so.. i seriously dunno what to write,

i love bboy?

i love bboy :D:D

i wanna be one of the best one day,

i'm like practicing like everyday, 

still following that timetable i made <3

you wait la fitri, i'll battle you :P

hehe 

so yeah,

i wanna go practice like now,

feel hypeerrrr 8)

i wan someone teman with me be hyperrrr :(

but you at ballet :\

daaaaaaaaaaamnnnn D:

i gtg now,

byeeee :D:D


stay with me by my side,
till the morning through the night.

I will try for your love :)

Wtf la.
Blogging with an iPad is so irritating la.

Anyways. I never blog for so long.
For your information I'm already ady form 2 :D
So.. Nothing much la.
Im in 2 bakti.
A lot of shit happened.
And a lot of accomplishments this year :D
If you get what I mean, BABY? ;D
And it's already been 6 months :D

8 MORE DAYS :) <3
I dunno what to say about you la.
All also very personal :)
I tell you this la,
I still love you the same ever since I saw you in the second day of school last year :D
But only it gets more and more :) <3

Okay. That's it. Bye. <3

Loving you is my specialty :)

 Hello :D

few more days to school :D

so fast wei :O

anyways yeah

so i'm bored

i'm like facebooking

and and chating :D

so...

got a new iphone4 in the house

hahaha :D

well.. its for my mom la

but she don't know how to use

so most of the time i use la :D

hahaha

okay

i'm out of words

i dunno what else to say

haha

i had to post because she asked me to

so yeah

how can i not listen to her?:)

anyway,

that's it i guess

Bye Bye :D

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I miaaa you :(

well....

some of you might be wondering what does miaa means

miaa means er....nvm la

find out for yourself :P

i know i'm so weird

I mean weeeeeeeeee-ird xD

anyways..

Hello :D

i never blogged for like weeks

maybe months :O

hahahaha

okok

so....

alot has happened since i last came here

hahaha

like er... i'm addicted to this song Eugenie showed me

Count on me by Bruno Mars

click it if you wanna hear

its damn nice, trust me :D

okay

school like ended long long time ago

and i wanna go back to school

even better , i wan more outings D:

i hate the holidays -.-

so.....

i made a deal with this girl, my baby :), to write about her here

so yeah

BABYY :)

so.....

i dunno wad to sayy

your amazing??hehe

okok

er....how to start ar??

so...............

princess, i really miss you rite now :(

more than you think

but we talked about this already

you miss me more

and

I love you more :D

so...........anyways

princess, i don't have to say it because you already know it

but so what, i'm just gonna say it

I LOVE YOU :)

we have like so much in common, LITERALLY

maybe we're just meant to be :D

well...obviously :)

yesterday was like our anniversary, 3rd month :)

and i didn't get to see you :(

i remember the time when i went with you to that carnival

thats the first time you actually grabbed my hand :D

and you also hugged me like 2 times that day :)

anyways yeaa....

you're the only one <3

Just the way you are : )

Heyy :)

today was a boring day

went out go shopping -.-

my uncle gave lecture on girls to me

he was telling me about good sex life

hahahaha

I texted the whole day :D

That's it i guess

I have nothing to talk about

bye bye

My princess :)

Firework lalalalala x)

hello :)

long time I never blog

Dunno what to write : /

so...........

exams are over : D

i wan bad marks for my exam

hahaha

I made my mind to go to Jejarum or Bunga Raya next year

No Dahlia

Stupid bell -.-

so yea

Fitri and I are doing the same thing

anyways...

school is boring nowadays

nothing to do

just sit in class

some people will play cards,i mean everyone

UNO -.-

yesterday,to overcome to boredom i ponteng classes

with Fitri

hahahahaha

we got caught my Cikgu Agnes

but we ignored her

then Pn.Sakinah

so wad?ignored her xD

then we ponteng go seni room

Fitri did those wave and all

I tried but FAIILLL : (

hahahaha

one day la,one day

That's it i guess

Bye bye 

 Mrs.awesomeness :D

Its hard to let you go

hey 

i don't feel fine la

thanks Tabitha for reminding me : /

I'm listening to emo songs now

Waiting for the end by Linkin Park

Yesterday slept like damn late

3.30 like that

was talking to someone : )

had to like wake up early today

tuition-.-

i did Sejarah,have to finish the damn book

tomorow la

 I have no mood to blog 

so yeah

bye : /

"A girl like you's impossible to find <3"

Falalala xD

helloo :)

Eugenie asked me go blog back

so yeah

happy,Eugenie?:)

damn long adi never blog

hahaha

So...

Today was so boring

You weren't there :(

first was like that stupid pengetua leaving thing -.-

then tutorial

since so boring,Neil and I ponteng go PBSM room and lepak

then Maths

never pay attention

I miss Pn.Hernani :(

then KH

was ok la

we learned Jahitan

hahahahaha,Jeremy's pants tore xD

Exams are so close :(

I haven't study

I'm fucking scared weiyh

but mostly i'm worried about you :(

I dunno what to write la

hahaha

nvm

Bye :)

my personal cigarette :)

Your All I Have :)

Heyy

I'm bored...as usual xD

Two more days to school : D

today must go and bind my Geo folio all

going about 3 la

then straight go tuition

hahhahaaha

so..

i woke up sharp at 9

hahahaha

at 11 like that i went online

Angie was online

talked to her about nice songs

hahahaha

i talked to a bunch of people today la

like Angie,Nadia,Maisarah,Tabitha and

now i'm talking to Eugenie

hahahaha

I seriously dunno what else to write

nvm la

byee :)

I love you <3 :)

Baby,What if :)

hey 

I'm bored like shit

I've made my decision

I'm not doing my sejarah folio

not sure yet la

if got time then I do la

so...

Woke up like..er..8 sumthing

its kinda late for me

normally i wake up at 6 but today not going tuition center

so i wake late abit

anyways

today I'm suppose to watch Piranha but then

my dad urgently had to meet someone

so yeah

postponed to tomorrow

I went online like 2 something

Those three annoyed me like hell

Eugenie,Siew Hui and Angie

they were all at Angie's place

then they all went off

I talked to Angie

the other two already left

so we talked about songs

almost all the songs she said i knew

hahahaha xD

I talked to Le ann too at the same time

hahaha

then went go mandi all

now I'm here very bored

waiting for one of my friend to come back

won't say who :P

i guess you know who you are xD

That's it i guess

byee :)

finally that friend is back xD

okok,byee

haha

"a second doesn't go by without chu crossin' my mind : )"

Never gonna be alone :)

heloo

today didn't go to tuition 

 i have my reasons why :P

 i was bored so damn bored

 then slowly slowly people came online

First i talked to Le Ann

then she went off,Tabitha came xD

 talked to Tabitha

 Tabitha went off,then i talked to Eugenie

hahahaha

 i downloaded like more than 30+ songs today xD

 now i'm damn bored : /

 no one online

I think i wanna go adi 

 Ciaoo : )

 Anything that makes you happy :)

Boredom kills maaan : /

heyy

I'm bored : /

and no one is online

Today was fun at tuition : D

morning i did 2 Chapters of Form 2 Maths

then my dad let me go online

talked to Eugenie

2pm i went lunch with

Sukesh,Tulsei,Daniel,Samuel,Sharvesh(i think that's his name xD),Suresh and Tina

we were all wearing dark dark shirts

like black,dark blue and dark brown

then that sesated Sukesh wore a pink shirt xD

we walked on middle of the road like a bunch of indian gang oni

then infront of the frame shop we made like a circle

Sukesh was in the middle doing a backflip xD

We went to the very nice chicken rice shop

1 small table being shared by 7 people

hahahahaha

then we ordered using Samuel's phone

he wrote down on his phone and show to that guy there

we all buy rice accept Tulsei and Sharvesh

haiyooo xD

then all of us drank Chinese Tea Ice

it looked like beer

summore they gave with beer glass

haahahahahha xD

then they all when amcorp

Sharvesh and I went back

I went online after that

talked to Eugenie xD

then they all came back like in an hour

they all came into the room

then we all watched funny videos on youtube xD

Sukesh showed us this scary games

and those bastards were shouting like girls

haha

then they went back

I went online....again

and basiclly did the same thing la

Owh,rite.before they all gonna go back,

they all make one line infront of me and bow and salute

wth rite??xD

then Daniel did that "Big Booty Bitch" dance xD

hahahaha

That's it i guess

Now i'm here suffering in boredom : /

so,byee

 "If perfect is what your searching for

then just be the same :D"

I'm back...again xD

Hey 

My dad finally paid the bill :D

so now i can come on like usual la

my holidays were boring like shit

had to go to grandparent's place for like few days

damn boring

no psp,no computer,tv got nothing and no ipod

1 more week left for holidays,daaamn :(

I haven't even touched my folios all

FUCK FOLIOS LA

seriously,damn annoying

Geo ok la but that Sejarah damn annoying

Don't have much to talk la

so,bye

"The best thing about me is YOU <3"

I'm back :D

hello blogger,

i'm back :D

Long time never went online

because my dad not yet pay bill

still haven't.hehe

i'm using my cousin's laptop

so...

Today was a boring day

before Rehat was that anugerah thing

shankar so happy

he got 2 certificates

They grow up so fast :'D

After rehat was studies

English was boring

Then Moral,we studied for the last time

Teacher delivering next week

so 2 months live :D

and Jeremy is seriously annoying 

  - I like this pic :D -

 
Eugenie,remember yesterday you made that deal with me

so,here it is

Eugenie,your a great friend

Out of all my friends,I trust you the most

everytime i get bullied my Neil and Jeremy,i'll be sad.

But when i'm with you i'll forget everything,

because your the only one who cheers me up

that's good enough i guess xD

owh,and your awesome :D 

Hey : )

today was open day :(

my marks was terrible

4 A's 5 B's 

damn bad rite

i know

went back like at 12.30

I did nothing until 12.30

was so bored

hanged out with eugenie all

pity her la,seriously

i thought my parents will be pissed or something but its like they don't know anything

seriously

my mom also

i guess that's all

bye

I wanna be a billionaire

Heyy 

Today was ok la

Nothing much la

just WACKED UP AIMAN RAMIZOOOOnegara

so cool u know

Aniq and I were the idiots who masuk campur

I pulled Aiman cause i hate him

Aniq pushed Rishan away cause Rishan was pissed with a Malay xD

Since today got nothing to talk about

So,

we talk about Saturday

went Genting on that day

Firs firs we went to Snow World

went to the slide

my butt pain cause it was damn bumpy

then played with snow

after that we went bowling

didn't bowl at all cause damn full

Then,we eat

The squid was horrible

Chicken only got bones

The one that really ruined my appetite is Jeevan

He ate his vegetable like..like..i dunno how to describe la

It was gross

After that we went to the Theme Park

we played that ride

Shankar got so scared he closed his eyes the whole time

what a pussy x)

only one ride : (

then we went Haunted House and Ripley's Believe it or Not

it was fun

In the Haunted House

Shankar hold onto Jeevan

Le ann hold Jeevan

Tabitha hold onto Le ann

Eugenie hold Tabitha

while I hold Eugenie

so if Shankar runs away,he will pull all of us
and that did happen

all of them fell except me hahaha

Then at Ripley's

we went to that spinning thing

damn nice n dizzy

after I sat on the lucky chair and I sang

"I wanna be a billionair so freaking bad"

Yo 

school was ok laa

started with GEO

payed attention

hahahaha

then was Sejarah and Science

did the same thing also

PAYED ATTENTION xD

Rehat

Then only all the drama started

that fellow gonna get killed la

hahahahaxD

damn bored la

Germany gonna win Argentina la

so will l Brazil win Netherlands

Go Brazil